As we grow up we learn to love and in that learning we have to let go. We need to understand how everyone leaves in your life, no one stays. But we always go back to why they left. How can someone I cared for and loved so deeply leave.  You give your all to someone showing your love and care you have for them to then be like you were nothing to them. So you ask yourself….

Was it that easy to leave? As if all the words you said have meant nothing. All the moments and times we’ve had fade away to just a memory. Was it easy? The space you fill up in my mind and heart as if I didn’t occupy any of yours. I will never understand the way it was so easy to leave. Maybe I never meant as much as I thought I did, but how can you just leave? Was there any savings in what we had together? I know it was the best decision but why was it so easy to make? I was struggling but it wouldn’t matter to me as long as I had you. You were struggling so you left me. My presence means absolutely nothing to you, while your presence means everything to me. To learn to let go means to learn the process of meaning nothing.